I have to admit that Rick has been spending a lot of time out pounding the pavement seriously looking for work. It leaves me a little lonely and that's not necessarily a good thing, too much time to think and worry. I know that we are each trying to put on a brave face for each other and I do appreciate it. I also appreciate all that he is doing, especially since he has a whole new set of responsibilities at church to worry about. Maybe that's a good thing for him, not too much time to think about things you can't do anything about anyway.
Trying hard to maintain my faith and not be scared. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.